some unanswerd questions???

Ever since I was I little kid, I have been a Muslim, why shouldn’t I be… my parents, forefathers, majority of friends, and everyone around are Muslims.
I guess I was also…. A believer… I was a devotee….. My belief was strong…. Why…. I don’t know how to answer that question. All I know is those thoughts…the mighty belief… the strong faith has shattered..It has crippled to bits once I started thinking…
Once I started to fully utilize my brain I realized I was never a Muslim… indeed I believed in Islam..And I still believe in it… I believe its more perfect than any other religion..But….. I guess its not perfect enough…I guess no religion is prefect.. As I said, once I started to THINK, I realized I was never a Muslim, yet none of us were Muslims…We were a part of the religion just for the name sake, we never practiced it…. We never were devoted, we believed our perception is always right, we believed we were always right; we were unable to follow the basics, we just kept and keep on living the way we want. Most of the gods sayings were considered a burden for us, WHY….
Whether we want to accept or not, the answer to that capital WHY is simple. Its cuz the basics of our religion were unacceptable, it doesn’t make sense, lots and lots of questions are unanswered and we are told not to think about it.
We have been told that God is supposed to be an infinitely powerful being. It is not possible to affect God in any way.We cannot make God angry; neither can we make him happy. If we are able to do that, it would mean that we have some control over God's emotions. Thus what’s the need to be in a certain way if we cannot please him or be on his favored list?
I know most of you would be grinding your teeth’s cuz of me.. its surprising that we are affected by such simple matters.. we some one criticizes Islam we are unable to accept it.. we are unable to buy it..but…Just ask your self…. Answer these simple questions!!
· Are you a Muslim?
· Do you follow the basics in Islam?
· Do u really believe in god?
I could challenge you that there wont be a single soul who really believes in it. Maybe one or two may be there…I don’t know… as for me..I would definitely follow Islam and repent if you are able to answer my questions…